---- everyone loves it alot ----

2010-08-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

went for kintergarten interview for assistant teacher today... wonder if it successful anot.

today shall be another new day. at least it wun be worst than ever again.

2010-08-21T19:56:00.000-07:00

after all u dun trust me at all.

2010-07-17T12:57:00.001-07:00

cloudy day... cloudy mood.

2010-07-17T12:50:00.001-07:00

it 3.50am and i am still not sleeping.

i really dun understand. i ask for too much or wat now ?

y to everyone, it's all my fault ?

i just wan to find someone like him. i just wan to be selfish gal. i dun understand y i cant feel that from you. or u are afterall nt tat one.

2010-07-06T17:14:00.000-07:00

i guess that is the really the end of us. I dunno wat to say. This year has being a tough time for the both of us.

2010-06-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

suddenly i think i am not satisfied with watever i have. i seriously dunno wat is happening to me this whole year... i have being wrong adnormal things, and when i reflect on it, it like ,"wth m i doing this? and y!" haiz..

2010-06-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i am so envy of my friend weishan and her bf. they look so happy.. i guess somethings have being lacking in my life currently and i am not really happy at the moment. I mean i can be more happier than what i m feeling now if i have make the right decision.

2010-06-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

sometime i seriously find myself disgusted about some actions by others. you are a flirt and u act as if u really like or even love that person that much. r/s nowadays can't even withstand any disaster. PUKE!

2010-04-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

噌经有一个男孩子很爱很爱一个女孩，把她当成他的全部。可是女孩放弃了他，选择其他的男孩。如今男孩应该已经放弃了这个女孩。

2010-03-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

no one will remembering you for yours goods.....
they only blame you even if u make a small mistake.
this world is so realistic. they start to reveal their tails out and you will see.
all of them are fake

2010-01-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

until now, i realised there is a big difference between crush and love. another thing is that u dun have to be tgt with a person you like.

2010-01-16T05:16:00.001-08:00

(nice scenery huh?)

( i love the art piece, a guy walking up the stairs)

(orchard looks like tat when i look down)

(BLUEEEE SKY!! MAKE ME FEELS SO EMOOOO)

water plant that you will only see in the school pond

nice view i would say.

today went to orchard one of the shopping centre with friend, just realise there was a sky garden in orchard road so went them and see see look look. very windy, very shiok..

2009-12-29T03:50:00.001-08:00

u do not understand yourself...

2009-12-11T05:28:00.000-08:00

i look around me, i see how ppl relate to each other.

i look at the couples around me, nt much though...

i think of my own relationship, i read a books talking abt how ppl relate themselves to..

and i DUN understand how r/s works, nt only for couples, bt for friends.. to help a friend means to do anything for him/her even though is bad.. to help sister is to gossip behind their back.. everyone is putting on a false smile everyday when facing ppl.. y cant ppl just be frank...

2009-12-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

i dunno what cause this change... it's so sudden...

some say coz u yourself make it like tat, some say this is a part of life that you have to exprience,
some say go for wat u think, one even say fair competition...

have u try looking into tat person's eyes, wishing how much to tell him u like him/her or watever... i hate myself.. thks for scolding me (u know who u r if u so happen to see my blog)

1 day, i be gone... u be gone.. everyone will be gone...

nvm.. i dunno wat m i typing...

imagine 1 day, when no one believe u even the closest person to u dun believe u...

2009-12-02T04:28:00.000-08:00

feeling weird recently..
dunno wat cause the change in me...
feel so Mo Sheng to me...

2009-11-21T07:45:00.000-08:00

i hate myself for being so emotional

i hate myself for jumping into conclusions even before giving others a chance to explain

i hate myself for being so sensitive...

2009-11-20T04:52:00.000-08:00

was kinda of bad mood today... thinking that you have done finish tat particular assignment but when u are done with it, the person in charge throw you somemore of the same work for you to do.. imagine sitting in front of the computer and just keep n typing typing typing not even moving a inch... no wonder my reaction is slow and i have been idling quite alot in office recently because too sian... the worst part is when you are doing all the shit job , your friend is learning some of the major operations in the company... ha-ha... no comments.. how do u expect me to score in the presentation and all the reports then? wth is this?

what does the company think we internship are? we do all the stuff you all dun wan to do coz it take up alot of times? think we are free labour? just because of the internship, i have to work almost 7 days a week just to "yang" myself... i can earn much more at my part time job than the internship company.. if u wan to say," u go there to earn experience"... bullshit! even if you ask me what i have learn in the company, i will say ," consider nth," compare yourself knowing that amount of information and lesson you learn in the company and the amont of information, operations or process that you should learn in the whole company, what you have learn is only peanuts...

sometimes ppl who have looks, figure and outgoing chara. just get more advantages.. what can i do? i dun go around everyday saying hi to whoever you see, i dun have the looks nor figure.. too bad then...

2009-11-15T06:45:00.001-08:00

when u reach a certain age, u will think of some things that you will not think before tat certain age... like recently i like to ask married people or people who are in long term relationship how they maintain their r.s.. the answer they give me is simple but also very chim...

2009-11-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

slept until 10+ today... wake up play com again... after tat meet dar dar... didnt wan to talk to him at first coz feel like beating him up more than talking to him... bt still talk to him in the end.. went to play arcade... i won him in one of the game then he bu fu shou dun wan play with me anymore... -.-
was loitering at arcade n he spotted his friend eric.. talk talk talk then get to know tat eric more.. on the whole, nice guy.. i keep "suan" dar dar in front of his friend nvm doesnt matter.. just speaking the fact... then time to work.. quite some time neva go work lehz... reaction abit slow today...

2009-11-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

boring weeks...

today went to watch astro boy with dar... saw 3 familiar faces today...

1. ada ho (classmate)
2. oh heng yi (sec sch friend)
3. freddie tan (sec sch senior)

the show was not bad.. play arcade for some time.. first time win dar dar in fighting game... was so happy when i win him but i lose 5 rounds out of 6 rounds.. -.-

2009-10-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

i m just a ordinary gal... i dun deserve anything good or bad...

2009-10-09T22:58:00.000-07:00

someone told me i m a "rare" person.... wat does it means?

in a rs, no matter how much you are in love with each other, feelings will still fade.... it up to u to maintain the rs... falling in love is easy.. maintain is hard... love is all abt maintaining the passion for each other i should say?

i brought work home to do...

seems like no one care either.. haha...

2009-10-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

was so stressed out these few weeks..

when i finally can get a good rest, everyone say,"y u like tat?" , "u ok, u look so tired and sick?"
no comments...

thks 4 being there... though u are nt beside me tat day....

2009-10-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

can see if the r/s is already have crack.. it doesnt matter to u either i think, coz you have so many other friends out there always there for u right.. how does it feels when u are all alone... when u have noone to depend on...

feel abit of earthquake ytd when working at about 6.20++ the whole building only our storey can feel it.. when we knock off, we saw alot of ppl standing outside of their office building..

ytd i was sooo tired until i ran out of house after everything was settled...

2009-09-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

something cant be undone.. a wound / spoil relationship means it wounded / spoiled.. no matter how much effort u put in to pay for everything u have done , it can neva be the same... we are all at different stage nw... some friends are just stepping stones no matter how close you are to them, spoiled mean spoiled...

for you, i really dunno wat to say... i dunno should i be angry or should i be forgiving...

and u, i know u are reading my blog every now and then... i wun regret my choice, no matter wat the outcome ( bad or good ), i also wun regret my choice nt because u nt good.. is i learn how to take and go... nvm u also wun understand this...

2009-09-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.30++ by my mother.. ate something and went back to slp utnil 7.30... wash up, change, look at the mirror, look weird so decide to change another button shirt... 8.15 leave house, walk to office, waited for sam then went to office together... waited at reception for about 45 minutes or so till wei ling(finance manager) came and brief us on the environment and short intro abt how CWT works.. waited for another 15 to 20 minutes or so until the COO (chief .... officer) came and brief on what was planned for me and sam...

after tat weiling explain to us the outbound, inbound transhipment, service A and service B and mei shan explain to us how we are going to update the excel document for the monthly shipment and we did abit of hand-ons, nt much problem.. after tat yan jiu the various mistakes found and LUNCH TIME!! 1pm to 2pm... went to eat with mei shan and yi ling and chat abit.. went back to office and jane start to teach us how to cut stock and we did that from 4pm until 6.30pm... think tml also do tat pile of Bill of Lading until we finish it ba.. time-consuming..

2009-09-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

animal show time!

sian sian de shumei

excited shumei

trying to crack some stupid codes...

on the mark get set go!

busy section leader ( SL)

kiddy shumei

i miss my long hair =((

bored and more bored...

some pictures taken on the day we went to the zoo.. if sx was there, i bet it will be more fun ba... next time ba...

感觉我们好像更了解彼此了,没这么陌生了.... 很开心

2009-09-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

haiz.. i know we dun click... bt i will try my best ok =PP

new blogskin = new start

2009-09-07T08:35:00.000-07:00

decide to change blogskin... small and wordy... i just keep the blog to write how i feel everyday, even though it have been rotting for quite some time...

went out today... dunno y i buy that bag also.. more suitable for informal occasion than formal occasion... nvm.. just carry it and see how ba... dinner is cmi... cant finish wat i have ordered... the pasta was... ekkk* just rmb i have to email Mr Ng about e-folio stuff...

很开心能和你在一起... 不知道你几时才可以看到这些话..

2009-09-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

feeling free now.. no more exams, no need to study for now..

free from books!! went out quite often this few weeks... went to try quite a number of japanese restaurant with aaron and florence... watch alot of movies.. meet some new & interesting friends...

happy with the life.. waiting for attachment to arrive..

birthday.. hmm... spend with mixed emotions.. alot of unhappy things happened...

m in good hands... m happy.. m safe... 1 mth passed...

2009-07-19T04:31:00.001-07:00

gt Marsk as my attachment company.. but i am waiting for GAC to reply first... hope can get it ba... alot of presentations due... facility test on the coming thur... no mood to study though..

ytd did six sigma project... damn tired... think everyone are just as tired as me... i guess?? wat up this week? facility test.. finish up six sigma project... do DT presentation slides & video... WISP reflection... nth more i guess? jiayou jiayou jiayou...

jiayou liuchin.. i wonder your WISP presentation done le ma?

2009-07-03T08:12:00.000-07:00

oops. some problem with blogger.. cant upload photos.. how how?

2009-06-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

class test over... gt 1 more week of holi compares to others... lots n lots of project waiting to be completed.. the documents are on the desktop, reminding me to do them every day.. haha...

slack, work , work... i told my friend i 5 fingers can count how many friends i got currently serious... then he was like make more friends la..

fri 4am then slp.. sat morn 9am wake up to go meet friend.. then slept at friend house 4 a little while then go out together.. took cab to farmway and walk walk walk... it was raining tat day... went to reborn after tat and i really feel like sleeping lehz.. finish meeting them, rush over to workplace and start working... tired day afterall...

sun

woke up at 9am, slack awhile then go downtown with friend.. catch 2 movie, night at the museum 2 and blood(trailer).. blood was totally bored... after tat went to arcade and play play play then 6pm then have dinner at new york new york... after tat went back to play arcade 4 a while before going home... had being a long time since i play arcade and watch 2 movie in a row...

reach home look at laptop, saw the 5 document waiting for me to click... sian..

2009-05-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

everything is a choice and not a sacrifice. i choose to do this n that and i dun think it is a sacrifice.

2009-05-23T11:26:00.000-07:00

有时侯我真的不知道自己是不是真的
可以接受你... 你所做的一切...

2009-05-22T11:00:00.000-07:00

tired... gt to clear up the mess leh...

the cake become like this?

stupid cw, aiming cake at me n lc

stupid cw using broom to defend himself.. quite dumb huh? haha

preparing to throw at him

lc look grossed...

waiting for chance!! to throw

"weapon"!!

<>

snatching flour scene

flour all over him

flour snatching scene 2

weird position to cut cake huh? haha

dunno what is cw trying to do

seems like he is trying to plan somethin huh? like?

chin wei with his 3rd domo-kun as his birthday present

happy 19th birthday!! cw

flour all over his shoulder

he look damn weird in his photo.

his birthday present for the day

last sat

celebrate cw birthday.. had bday smash... play with flour, water and egg.... had fun...

sun, mon-thur

study, do WISP.. research.. slack.. watch blade, play facebook, hero talk, saw him again..

friday

slack, had lunch, went to sch, copy hw, slack, go workplace to eat, in the end work...

sat

slp until 1pm.. slack, start abit of IS hw.. aunt from australia came.. entertain her, buy dinner, work..

HAPPY SWEET 19TH BIRTHDAY TO COLBORN(22 may) AND CHINWEI(15 may) AND SHUXIAN(28 may)

birthday cake for u all... ^ ^

2009-05-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

wednesday

as usual.. slp until damn shiok... slp until 10.30
wash jacket, wash up, go to sch...
had lunch at cheer with sx n wy..
after tat went to library to be alone & do own stuffs
3pm went 4 WISP lesson.. alot of ppl neva come
watch show or something like tat?
today teacher let us off early... normally either on time or late..
walk to bus stop.. saw him... turn away before we even
have any eye contact and just let him walk past me..
ran for bus 200 if not sure late 4 work again...

thursday
wake up at 5.30am just like tat.. slack at home until 7.30
take 61 to sch.. alot of ppl saw sx on the bus
the journay on the bus is 1 of the way i escape from the reality world,
tat y i will always turn on music until i cant hear anything except the
music
sx call me go sit her on the bus, i rejected her.
walk to classroom, chat with them.. teacher late 4 lesson
lesson end at 11.30 if nt wrong.. wing went home with me, buy lunch
ate at my house, went to orchard to meet them at 2pm.. marcus is there
dunno wth he is doing over there with us.. dun care... do survey..
finish survey, went to wisma de charles & keith to have a look and
also took some photos...
went to meet friend at ps.. late for 1/2 hour.. wat reaction should i give?
bu shuang with my friend... was stone-ing at the bus-stop for like an hour ++?
force my friend to watch horror movie with me.. dun care..
home sweet home.. do six sigma hw..

your actions say so...

2009-05-11T17:12:00.001-07:00

tired.. sian... stressed... feel like throwing things.. LOL.. who wan to be my target?

我不管你用任何眼光看我
我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近

2009-05-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

sun cook stuff with my aunt n mother..

chicken soup taste weird...

mon struggling day.. control myself...

tue, 4got totally abt my mp3.. went to tampiness..

buy more things than usual... clothes, toys, cards n had dinner

thinking of 3 reports by the end of may can make me go crazy...

are tears important?

2009-05-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

struggles...

n

it coming....

2009-04-29T11:52:00.000-07:00

tuesday

8am lesson... before leave house quarrel with my mother over some stupid stuffs... spoil the whole day liao... manage to went to class on time, bt the teacher was late ( gt struck in a jam) dunno isit true anot.. then i was asking teacher," MR ..... , are you going to come at this hour for every tue lesson? if yes, then we dun need come so early leh." lab lesson also didnt do much or u should say we didnt do a single assignment because sx,wy and lc were playing computer games whereas for me i was watching show, so afterall nt productive at all... leave early for break, cheat the teacher say we finish le and off we go to gym... gym abt an hour or so, weijie tat whole gang also went to the gym.. "guy go gym to build muscles, girls go gym just to keep fit.." this sentence is true afterall.. went to co-op to buy sweets after gym, brought quite afew things..

went to makan place to have lunch.. exchange the places with other ppl because i need the plug to do some project stuff.. they came and we discuss abt the project 4 a while then go separate ways lehz.. afterall lc n sx went to cheers to buy ice cream for us... then went to have lesson.. global logistic lab, click click click finish! btw the lesson finish, all the sweets n tibits we brought finish lehz... lc finish one whole box of choco, me too.. haha... make our way to blk 39, i still feel hungry even though i ate quite alot of things before tat, went to canteen 3 to buy stuffs to eat again... walk back to classroom.. the room damn cosy and damn nice to slp loh! n i slept through the whole lesson again, second lesson, second time sleeping through the whole lesson... more than half of the class is sleeping sia... when i wake up tat time, teacher say,"we will stop here today." i was like finish le huh, lesson? haha.. still abit sleepy, walk walk walk to bus to take bus to go to work.. tue work was alright.. nth serious happened...

i rmb the super long msg u send me last yr.. do u?

wednesday

sleep until 10am today.. damn shiok lo! very long neva sleep until so good lehz... 11 leave house to go sch.. was damn bu shuang abt somethings when i reach sch, went 4 lunch with sx wy & st... was late 4 lesson bt i still take my time to walk up the stairs... reach sch, ask celeste what was the teacher surname? then celeste also dunno, then i heard,"are u talking abt me?" n i turn around and there the teacher was sitting there ready to listen to our presentation.. damn ps at the moment sia.. ask the teacher for his surname and first group start to present.. today presentation abit cannot make it, bt for the content vise, teacher say nt bad.. end lesson super early today 2.10 can leave classroom lehz.. dunno where to go, meet wing 4 a while, treat her to bubble tea today then walk back to IS class.. watch a movie for an hour n teacher dun wan let us watch the ending... had some activities and time passes and at 5pm, teacher havnt release us.. x.x so was damn late for work today until i decided to take a cab instead... reach workplace, chiong change uniform and tie hair and get ready for work.. apologize to my supervisor for being late, then june say," nvm, today u do all the sweeping n mopping of floor." haha... i laugh n walk away.. quite packed.. alot of ppl... then my supervisor drop a cup and june thought it was me who broke the cup because i was sweeping the floor mah... was kinda of thinking luckily is nt me bt then when we finish work and i was putting the cup back into the shelf, 1 cup got out of place n tropple down and shit! i broke a cup in the end.. sian...

3.12am... i havnt sleep... my friend everytime say y u so late still dun slp?

do u really care?

2009-04-27T07:45:00.001-07:00

see quite afew people recently..

no 1 : lorelle(band junior)
no 2 : lyk chun(junior)
no 3 : colborn
no 4 : florence
no 5 : hema
no 6 : heng yi

recently get to see so many people sia.. blur queen as usual, brought the wrong set of notes to sch today, 4got where i put my pencil n highlighter.. early morn walk to blk 39, he saw me bt i didnt see him too bad.. haha... then had lunch went to co-op buy sweet.. within 1.5 hr, all the sweets all gone.. dunno give which "rat" finish de... facilities do finish 2 Q then can go home lehz.. yawn* go home slp... my IS project lc, sx n wing also gt share de sia.. they help me think de.. haha... reach home do project...

like wat ppl always say.. 1 yr so wat?

2009-04-25T09:25:00.001-07:00

nt productive at all recently.. sian.. 1 powerpoint n report takes me more than 3 day to do it...
能够遇到自己喜欢的人是一件很辛福的事, 一定要好好珍惜...

1Vpp = 1 volt peak to peak
26th april = 1 yr...

2009-04-24T08:53:00.001-07:00

boring day.. last minute gt ps by cw so in then end, only me sx n wing had lunch in sch together after tat st came to join us.. then went 4 lesson... boring boring boring... weijie bday so they gt this bday smash... was recording the whole scene...

nth is important anymore...

2009-04-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

nicholas sparks new book

medium size pooh bear ($79)

UNI GLO

inside UNI GLO

today cannot wake up again... went 4 lesson... bored 4 for hours.. went home after tat..

left for tampiness at 2+ because i wan go UNI GLO n see see.. shop the whole new shopping mall (tampiness I) saw a pooh bear quite big $79 and also nichlas sparks new story book.. feel liking buying... saw afew nice clothes too bt cannot buy.. too bad.. haha..

same looks, bt different guy...

2009-04-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

tuesday

went to meet sx they all n parted to do different activities... lc n wy go do their CCA stuff while me n sx went to gym.. ran 4 30 minutes then leave gym 4 blk 46.. go there print some stuffs... then the printer keep giving me n sx problem.. after ytd, i suddenly feel tat me n sx can be repairman 4 printer de haha...

then meet them 4 lunch at makan place n leave 4 class.. ytd then realized i will see the same teacher every tue 4 four hours straight... then lc was thinking the negative side "if the teacher is absent for tue, then we tue can release at 10 le wor wahaha =X" -.-" lc think too much leh, teacher wun so stupid de haha...

slept through the 3pm lesson... alot of ppl also sleeping haha.. then when i wake up, i ask wing y u neva wake me up? wing say wake u up 4 wat, wake u up, u will also go back to slp de.. somehow wing was right haha...

after tat go find cw 4 a while, quite sometime neva see him lehz.. he was with his groupmate at the time... then chat 4 a while then go home.. bt me n sx wuliao dun wan go home.. haha..

wednesday
met sx, wy n henry 4 lunch.. went 4 customer service communication, alot of LMGT ppl, bt nt close de.. end up i do project with xuxu n other 2 chinese girls.. the teacher very "good" sia, can talk 2 hours non stop de.. he just keep on blah blah blah 4 2 hours n lesson over...

world issue gt a very interesting teacher i should say.. same class as yaqing ( good thing or bad thing) mine class only gt 4 girls.. all from LMGT de... the rest all guys... had alot of activities like the assumption game n thinking game.. at least nt like the normal lesson, powerpoint slide n talk talk talk talk..... look forward to every week world issue lesson actually bt think it will nt be a easy module...

hurts to see u crying.. heart-pain to see u in this state

2009-04-20T01:10:00.000-07:00

first day of new term.. sian.. early morn pull myself to wake up and go sch.. reach sch, the bus stop is packed with people and only one word to describe "chaotic"..

walk to blk 34, first lesson dickson lim as usual joking all the way.. after tat went 4 lunch.. afternoon lesson was like suana (减肥) lesson.. the air-con abit spoiled so it is cooly bt stuffy at the same time.. the whole class cannot take it, so teacher say honeymoon week so end lesson earlier... the whole class only gt 5 L3, the rest seems to be all from L2 de... after tat walk to library there to buy notes.. then walk to convection to see see then make our way back to the suana classroom... teacher brief abit then can go home lehz... after tat walk to library to buy 1 more set of notes... today bag is like stone sia..1 laptop, 3 thick notes, 1 elicpse storybook, charger n waterbottle.. one work HEAVY!

it can never be the same again

2009-04-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

last week of holi.. doing nth meaningful... somemore is full of mixed emotions 4 the whole week... work work work as usual... get pay, pay bills, buy basic stuffs n nt much is left 4 myself to spend..

last day of holi.. work as usual.. have supper as usual.. nth much.. tml having lesson at 9 bt i still nt sleeping yet..

i need alot of courage nw.. to end everything..
your confusion, your confusion, your confusion...

2009-04-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

tired day... before 7am wake up n rush to catch the bus so tat i wun be late... reach sch walk up the hill n wait 4 briefing.. everything done n the newbies start to flow in alot of guys compared to girls.. help out 4 the refreshment too... 11.15 n 12.15 session.. after tat go home woohoo! do abit of research n went out again to find stuffs at kallang tat area... found the stuff i wanted n went home after tat... then go out again to workplace to see if can take pay anot bt too bad dun have...

nt feeling quite well n i think my eyes are abit swollen... x.x

2009-04-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

lost phone.. new phone... work as usual...

woke up late today, rush out of house to catch the 9am bus so that i wun be late to meet lc n sx... lc look the same, just tat there is always a chinese book with her everywhere she go, sx look sick though... went to LT51, saw alot yr 1 de, they seems to come in a whole banch de, abt 30 ppl or so ba... lc got appointed to a different group to be peer support leader, before we departed, she was pointing her fingers at me n sx say," see la, all your fault, come 4 this event blah blah blah." haha... me n sx got the same task =PP

2009-04-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

didnt know tat actually gt ppl hate me tat much or dislike me? or i offended ppl also dunno? who cares.. want spam my tagboard, be my guest.. it nt like my tagboard has nt being spammed before..

boring day i guess... slack, get duplicate sim card, work... tat all 4 the day.. dun realise tml is a public holi until someone call to make a reservation.

2009-04-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

haha.. today i lost my phone.. so anything call my house number ba...

early morn msg aaron say dun wan go meet them 4 dinner.. dun feel like...
chang san call me work today, i agree bt ps him last minute, feel so bad abt it...
hong call me to meet her to give her back her pay bt i 4got to bring her pay out today..

sian...
think no hope le lahz.. bye bye pink phone + all those keychains...
btw ppl, pls give me your number again, my memory is limited de...

watching taylor swift "forever & always" mv nw... recalling the time when i break up with st, abit like the mv scenario... haha...

2009-04-06T22:47:00.000-07:00

the day started off with my mother quarrel with me early in the morn at 6am... sian diao... early morn 6am wake me up call me pay bill, neva return her money... after tat got woke up by the heavy rain again... sian...

slp until 10 jiu wake up lehz...

slack at home watch show until 2+ when suddenly 1 of my mian nan relative came by and see my granny... i actually dun recognise him at all then after tat he leave n came back at 4+ when it time i go out.. so have to entertain him 4 awhile before i ask him to leave.. the feeling weird weird de, i dun rmb who is him actually... then leave 4 work was slightly late..

work place cold cold de.. then very sian.. no one talk or entertain me n i feel hungry n feel like eating something... stomach nt feeling real good, somehow like it stiring inside my body...
finish work early today... brought something to keep my mouth chewing on the way home before i go buy my dinner to eat... abit sian abt doing the same stuff everyday.. wondering tml wat should i do, tml can do alot of things lehz e.g. going gym alone, go window shop alone? go fish shop alone? maybe dinner with ao n xuanwen? dunno.. see how ba...

sian sian sian.. stomach cramp x.x

2009-04-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

today! should i say unlucky or lucky.. today see alot of people... number 1 : Tan Jun Jie
number 2 : Ang Soon Teck number 3: Lina number 4: lina friend number 5 : ah chin
number 6: jackie number 7 : colborn

early in the morn, i saw junjie at my house there bringing a banch of sec 1 or sec 2 kids to see chinatown... was quite shocked to see him here somemore is with a banch of kids haha... then my first Q to him was y u bring so many "gi nia" sia? haha...

after tat meet st, go find lina and her friend go eat vienna... struck "lottery" sia early in the morn when i want to get some food to eat... sian walk the whole united sqaure to find "bread".... today didnt eat much... bt try alot of new stuffs.. after tat went to parkway parade n afew streets away to look 4 some stuffs... found the stuffs n brought afew things along too... after tat went to parkway there to take bus and saw a gang of ppl walk past me bt didnt really go take notice until i heard a voice saying ," already walk so long leh, try this bus ba" or something like tat? i look up and saw a familiar figure n height.. must be him le lahz.. tat idiot... msg him immediately bt too bad he didnt see me either.. haha...

rainy day again today... suddenly i find myself very 恐怖... 2+ i just finish the buffet and at 5, i m eating again... wat a appetite sia.. haha.. got go find ah chin n jackie today also...

2009-04-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

it raining... n got thunder...

everytime when it pouring and thunderstorm, i will only rmb 1 scene..
at sch busstop, same weather, raining, thunder, 1 couple waiting 4 bus.. then the thunder struck, the girl scare, the guy use his hands n cover the girl's ear so that she will nt hear anything..

just find it very sweet.. haha... got to work later..

2009-04-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

alot of things happened as usual... work as usual... go out as usual...

fainted once..

nth much...

2009-03-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

today my friend say,"let go.. u emo everyday.." i say i didnt emo.. i just feel numb n empty inside me... i just nt happpy bt also nt sad...

the times seems longer than usual to me... today before work, it start pouring... n i just have the urge to stand in the rain...

everyday seems longer than usual to me... i keep thinking today wat can i do... go out? watch movie? use com? slack?

pay day faster come... i m quite broke nw...

recently i have being going home late... likt 12++ am then reach home.. mother abit nt happy abt it.. bt the fact is i dun wan to come home so early n face the 4 walls + the screen i m facing nw...

today shu shu say, u still wan to lie to your best friend? i say no one knows me well... including st... even i myself dunno myself well... i dunno y i do this, y i do tat...

alot of people talk to me abt alot of things... i can only say ya it could be all excuses.. excuses that i say to make myself feel better? human nature isit it? or just me only?

today i gt pissed off with a customer(guy)

customer: y did u give me the rice?
me: because u ordered a rice set?
customer: then y did u give me the rice when my fish is nt even here?
(pissed, i asked them can i serve your rice nw? n they say can)
me: ok, i keep it warm 4 u (n walk away before he can even say anything)

damn u.. u think i so free huh.. wait 4 your fish to come then serve u the rice when your sashimi is already on the table... u think the whole eating area only gt u isit? gt so many other tables, if every customer is like u, i QUIT! i dun be in the F&B industry anymore! i rather be promoter rather than accomplish your so call "value-added service"

2009-03-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

曲名：Love Story
歌手：Taylor Swift
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessI
t's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.'

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please,
don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

Lrc by L.J. from LK Lyrics Group

this is taylor swift "love story" i just like those words in bold..

2009-03-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

bar goby.. i call him bar bar

another shot of him..

eel fish...

another baby photo i have taken.. make in japan de baby...

i think i today gt abit problem.. i went down to grab a bite at 4 then went to fish shop n i start talking to the 2 fish in the pictures.. i say y u become like tat? u kena bully huh? where is your the other half? tat was his fish in the first place bt he gave it away to the fish shop... haha... so i just started my conversation with the fish until he came by n off to work...

dun care abt it is a good solution... dun think so much abt it is also a good solution.... i only figure it out at night.. haha... dumb me... hope it work! haha.. pray to god haha..

2009-03-26T09:56:00.000-07:00

my next sem time table... sian so early de...

nw feeling so... dunno how to describe... nt sad bt also nt happy... like there is a "rock" in my heart like tat..

feeling hungry nw too... -.-

2009-03-24T20:38:00.000-07:00

hmm.. wat did i did these few days.. work supper with manager n the rest... slack at home... went to sukaruya 4 dinner n went out with jane to jp to walk walk... saw a $60 dress, real cute bt too ex le ba... wanted to buy belt n bra bt after second thought decide not to... in the end brought a keychain $13.95 de... should i say unique or special? doesnt matter.. then saw sx friend, chenghong aka 清汤.. he dun recognise me... then he say i become prettier bt i think from yr 1 until nw, i dun have much changes lehz.. swimming with hong, dinner saw joe n his wife on the way home n 1 of my relative bt didnt wan to talk to my relative so act dunno them... joe's wife seem to be looking 4 ahteck so i saw i alone... bombs everyday.. sian... 1 more thing, i have being having cut on my leg, on my elbow when i dun even know how did i get them...

2009-03-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

today wake up tat time is already 11.30am... wao.. havnt sleep sooo long 4 sometime lehz... use com 4 awhile and left house... to sort somethings out with somebody.. i dunno should i be happy or sad abt the ending? haiz...

like i say before june neva fail to cheer me up.. i go work tat time face is black black de... didnt even smile at ppl + customers nia.. luckily no one complain... haha... as usual a long waiting list waiting and customer are all blocking the entrance, say "EXCUSE ME!" also no one make way.. sian... after work went to meet friend 4 supper... reach home at 11+ though tired bt cant slp.... damn sad...

2009-03-20T10:19:00.000-07:00

thur was fine day!! haha.. went to to meet friend.. after tat at night meet kaihong 4 swimming.. very long neva go swimming lehz... wed climb the tree tat time, cut myself.. n i m wondering nw how did i swim ytd de sia? not pain de ma? haha.... then after tat meet john n ben.. this week only gt both of them n we went to coffeeshop n chat... chat abt ben new house wat he wan to do with the house n how to do blah blah blah.. haha.. reach home at abt 11+ n slack n use com...

2009-03-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

went to east coast with jess n soonteck on wed... go roller blade.. teck teach jess so i ownself go roll here roll there... after tat went 4 bowling.. then make a deal, who lose who treat... in the end i lose.. so i treat sakuraya... haha... then had dinner over there n visit ah chim n franice also...
some photos taken... enjoy....

2009-03-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

the mug from disneyland(hongkong)

lao po bing... taste nice? i think? haha..

the baby look so cuteee! n innocent! abit gong gong de... haha...

today was abit sian.. early morn rain until 10++ i think? haha.. then slack until 2+ then go mrt buy bus concession then go library... brought a jacket along just in case it rain bt neva rain in the end... damn hot sia.. then go jurong east de library, return books n browse through some books... after leave 4 work... reach workplace, force myself to eat a cup noodles at 7-eleven because i didnt eat at all the whole day, so force myself to eat before i start work if not later hungry then jialat lehz.. haha.. then off to work!

abit busy... alot of ppl ask 4 this, ask 4 tat until i also 4get who wan wat, which table wan wat.. haha.. today finish work quite early then went to meet aaron, he pass me lao po bing and also a mug he brought from hongkong disneyland 4 me... haha.. so nice of him.. haha..

tonight gt quite a number of stars in the sky too... n the sky look beautiful tonight because of the stars...

today was a "long" day and ytd was a "long" night 4 me...

2009-03-16T20:25:00.000-07:00

i feel so "tired"...

have to say sorry to lc, sx and wing & standing my madness for the past few weeks.. everything is peaceful till now...

2009-03-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

1 of the anicent animal u can find in the sea... cool! it look like some octopus thingy?

afew of them together... look so.. i dunno how to say

close up view... the shell quite nice lehz..

butterfly fish...

ghost shrimp.. very nice.. love it! =PPP

today wake up at 10++, actually should wake up at 10 de then laze around until 11 like tat... haha... then wash up do all those stuffs... should meet ah teck at my house at 12 de.. then he 11.30 msg me say cannot meet me at 12.. ytd i ps him, today he ps me...

so i ownself take 12 go paris ris there meet him lohz.. tortise bus... the bus driver damnnnnnnn idiot sia.. can stay at the same bus stop for 5 to 7 minutes de sia... then late lohz.. haha...

then took bus n cab to farmway 2 and walk to the various fish shop... raining sia... so my shoes n socks are all soaked.. n i wear tat to work after tat.. lol... he brought 4 things in total n we share cost...

works is always fun to me... with june there, there 4ever will be something to laugh abt.. haha...

2009-03-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

today early morn, mother wake me up at 8am.... she start saying ," Girl ah!, u stil dun wan go sch buy laptop huh? later must wait very long blah blah blah" sian... my 8 hrs of slp!! only slp like 6 hrs today lehz...

so reach sch at abt 9.30 go find lc bt she like damn busy like tat.. so neva go kajiao her.. went to the computer to make my decision.. was pondering over fijistu and acer... decide to get acer in the end, specs better, alot better than fijistu... settle everything n brought the lappie home n reach abt 12+++... set up the connection 4 new lappie and use it 4 awhile, testing out those features and graphic... then fall asleep luckily my friend gt msg me at 4pm, if not i sure late 4 work today de...

i have this idiot guy friend of mine who ask me go clubbing with him today n i say dun wan.. then he call me intro chio bu to him.. so i call him go my friendster see which 1 he wan to know.. then i pick out afew 4 him also, then he this 1 too fat, this 1 CMI(cannot make it), this 1 also nt chio de blah blah blah all those shit n i was so damn pissed even though he is nt talking abt me... n i say HEY! 我们女生生出来不是给你们这些男生批评的, 如果我在你身边, 我好想给你 one slap!! then go offline dun care him lehz... idiot sia this type of guys! hate this type of guys alot...

2009-03-12T21:11:00.000-07:00

my supervisor (lina)

my day starts off with a rainy day today... just love the rain... somehow i think my working place has alot of 人情味... i love my working place.. the boss are good to us, the manager n supervisor are kind enough to let us slack.... last fri when i finally went back to work after my exams, i have been qutie unhappy those few days when i go to work because of some bgr problem... my supervisor lina notice it and on sun, she told me to cheer up, dun be so unhappy, any problems can be solved so dun be so unhappy, she notice tat i was quite upset for the past few days... i was really touched... to have such a supervisor... though she neva ask me wat happen and she didnt know what happen to me, she just say those words out... tat really very nice of her...

ytd went to the computer fair, saw 1 of my senior.. she say i look more 憔悴 le as compared to my sec sch time... i was like isit? then she say i very "man" because i went to the computer fair alone... she was quite surprised when i say i dun have much friends, n i dun mix around much in poly.. haha..

2009-03-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

mango pudding... st make de

starfish.. big anot?

the triggle(dunno how to spell) just dun wan to keep still n let me take a pic of it

"rectangle" fish!

today 11am then wake up... must be ytd slp too late lehz... then wash up blah blah blah... then i msg lc ask her working shift all those.. n i just realise our computer fair starts ytd.. haha.. so decide to go find lc and also check on those new computers see can upgrade my laptop anot? haha...

went to sch at abt 2+ then walk around looking at the new laptops then go find lc at second floor.. her job also nth much to do de.. handle changing of course? sch fee? bt also nt much ppl de.. haha.. return her her cd also... after tat wanted to go find 1 of my friend too bt dunno which brand he working for so 4get abt it... went to co-op see see stuffs in the end, i brought a box of biscuit.. tat very rare of me.. usually i dun buy biscuit de i buy sweets only... haha... i must be crazy enough to buy biscuit today.. haha...

leave sch at 4 n took bus to queensway shopping centre there and went to take a look at that small fish shop.. nth special so see see and go... waited 4 the bus and leave 4 work.. reach workplace quite early today.. 5pm reach leh... n start work.. haha...

customer always like to come when the shop is closing.. sian... was clearing half-way and teck came.. brought mango budding along.. he ownself make de.. though dun look appealing bt taste quite good... then went to fish shop with him to find the rest... john thought we patch back i say impossible de lahz.. haha....

2009-03-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

╟愛一個人！要了解，也要開解；
要道歉，也要道謝；要認錯，也要改錯；
要體貼，也要體諒。是接受，而不是忍受；
是寬容，而不是縱容；是支持，而不是支配；
是慰問，而不是質問；是傾訴，而不是控訴；
是難忘，而不是遺忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
為對方默默祈求!而不是向對方諸多要求。
可以浪漫，但不要浪費；
可以隨時牽手，但不要隨便分手╢

came across this sentence on one of my friend blog.. find it quite meaningful... so decide to rmb this 4ever.. haha...

2009-03-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

ytd was fun.. went for some enrichment programmes with lc they all... bring sec sch kids to sembawang park to pick rubbish.. haha.. reach sch at 12+ then walk to classroom and on the way, we all went mad... haha.. then gt yr 1 yr 2 n yr 3 students helping out... went 4 some briefing and then set out!!

reach the park and put our things down and walk to the entrance of the park to pick those "kiddies" up.. in the end, gt sec 1 to sec 3 kids... then alot of IS( international students)....
did socialize with them bt then there is still this gap la so cant be blame.... went to pick rubbish with the kids, play 007 with them, heritage tour though not much listening, bingo games...

then drag until 6.30 pm then can go back sch after tat went to ps to meet kh, hx and fen.. abit regret to meet them... bt then... nvm... went home at abt 9+ then mother nag nag nag.... dun care much abt it though...

recently i get hungry quite often lehz... somemore is the middle of the night... hai.. no wonder i will fat haha...

2009-03-10T10:21:00.000-07:00

decided to change my blog skin.... the previous blogskin quite long liao..

i find this current blogskin very cute because of the image... i think it cute... haha.. wat do u all think?

i shall blog ytd outing with lc they all tml.. abit tired today lehz... yawn* pls be patient lc.. i nt robot lehz...

2009-03-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

y is that guy looking at my camera when i take lc photo? x.x

was figuring out my cam

see chin wei's hands!

i wan the white soft toy nia!

lilo n stitch! they look cute n i wan to bring them all home!!

mon went 4 a movie with sx they all.. went to yoshi to have lunch! thought they will having some promotion stuff, so decided to go there eat bt then when we buy our lunch, it like this 1 must add $$$, this is only valid for blah blah blah all those crap... then i ask who suggest here de! "hei" shop sia!! haha.. then they will kind of want to wash the drinking can and save it 4 future use.. i was like wt 4 sia? also no cap sure leak de.. haha...

then went to arcade to play 4 a while.. just realise i have put on weight.. x.x dun care la.. haha... then after the movie we went to play bowl again! haha.. me , st, sx and cw play only.. wing n lc dun wan.... lc say play bowling very tired.. haha.. we had 2 games... i was last 4 the first round and sc was last 4 the second round.. nt fair de.. everytime girls last de... play wit those "noob" can faint lohz... haha...

somehow the movie make me totally so damn freak out or pissed? i dunno how should i say it... nvm.. haha..

then after the bowl, they all say go home go home... haha.. so i went to meet aaron n xuan wen again at tiong... haha... walk around the whole shopping centre deciding wat to eat so in the end, we decide to eat thai express.. and we sit there until 9+... chat abt alot of things... xuan wen relationships, aaron innocence character and more... after tat we realised the shop is closing so we went to burger king instead and chat until 11 then go home.. really can learn abt of things from xuanwen... haha.. hope we can chat like this in the future when we are all free... haha...

2009-03-07T21:03:00.000-08:00

ytd route to home was terrible... reach home at 11.30pm...

i took bus to choa chu kang then take 190 from there home...

2009-03-06T09:32:00.000-08:00

baking process

xuan wen keeping an eye on the oven

the outcome!!

thur afternoon went to meet aaron and xuan wen because they say they want bake cake so... haha...

2009-03-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

eileen covering herself

marinated chilli prawn

marinated sotong ( by eileen)

wing look drunk even when she is still drinking lohz.. cantimagine how she will be if she drunk?

wing n me drunk this

poker time!!

norris sleeping on the bed while we are playing

like 2 idiots looking at the sky xP

chevrons! our destination..

blocking their view? it nt mine finger lohz.. haha

i always have tat idiot look on me sia.. haha..

lc n sx

each person take 1 lane...

went 4 class chalet on wed... meet at 2.30 at clementi mrt station... went to buy satay 4 the class... then go chalet meet the rest... when we reach the chalet, only gt steffi, junjie n xavin... then we go up n play cards n drink in the afternoon haha... then me n wing vomit n hangover then go slp 4 awhile... then 6+ lehz.. the rest of the class came n start the fire n BBQ some stuffs to eat...

then they all go play basketball, while my gang stay in the house n watch tv n chat.. haha... then at 9+ sx n wing leave... only left me n lc.. only we 2 stay over... then the rest of the class come back n they all went to bathe n all those sort..

start playing poker after tat... everything also play, heart attack, stress... after tat watch movie... the ghost movie tat we watch is abit more like comedy sia, n the ending is quite unexpected de la so nt bad... the comedy show is a show by jack neo, dunno how many years bit 1 sia, all talk hokkien joke dun really understand.. watch halfway, lc decide to go up n slp so i also go lohz.. then renfeng n sam came up also... then me, rf n sam slp on the bed while lc slp on the mat... haha... abit uncomfortable and also nt used to it.. so i 3am wake up once, 4am wake up one and 5am wake up one... dun intend to slp again after i wake up at 5am.. so just look of the window and stare into space until 5.30 i wake lc up, she damn easy to wake up sia.. tag the mat afew times and she wake up lehz.. haha.. nt like me... think u have to literally slap me afew times before i can wake up sia.. haha.. then walk around the chalet n go sit with weiting n ada n their friends, they all drinking sia.. haha.. nth special, just sit there n relax until 5.50+ then we leave the chalet and go back home..

bt after i went home, i didnt go slp sia.. instead i on com n use..haha... bt i fall asleep at abt 8++ ot 9++, then wake up tat time i see 5 conversations waiting 4 me sia.. haha... the usual ppl, sx wing...

2009-03-03T07:39:00.000-08:00

i everyday will go check facebook, pet society and see his pet and also to see if tat room still have the presence of me and also his blog to see if my details are still there... i recently dun dare to flip through the photos we have taken last time over 200+.. i scare i will breakdown again....

jiayou shumei! maybe u can find a better way to get over him... though this is 1 of the stressful relationship i had bt dunno y it hurts more than any of my usual break-up.... i have been neglecting my friends when i m with him tat y i m suffering nw...

2009-03-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

miss prema

haha.. xuan wen will kill me 4 posting this pic...n

our dear bday girl is only 1th yr old nia! 1 candle only

aaron bake the cake... though dun look appealing bt is nice afterall...

today went back to sec sch with xw, aaron n jeekiat..

then went to visit all the teachers we can find who have teach us before... we also celebrate xw belated bday! with miss lim and mrs chang... xw walk until where also got teacher talk to her de.. her character = over friendly which is dunno a good thing or bad...

after tat left sch at 4+pm and took a cab to cathay.. then had lunch at ASTON if i neva spell wrongly... food not bad, quite nice to eat next time can go there eat if wan.. haha.. then talk abt alot of things including BGR....

exactly with st, it is actually alot of burden bt also very free bt it 1 of the stressful relationship i had ever had... and i understood 1 point, relationship cant just survive on love, love is something that make u connect bt understanding and also communication is necessary to make the love sustain... abit emotionally unstable, after tat chat abt alot of things from sec sch to poly blah blah blah... then xw decide to go oversea to further her studies and quit her sch in singapore... envy her... know wat she wan..

then i ps them 4 awhile and went to jp alone to meet friend in the end got ps and went back to find them then we to have dessert and chat somemore until 10 then go home.. haha..

2009-03-02T08:57:00.000-08:00

i think through everthing on sun afternoon... bt cannot say i nt sad anymore, i do feel sad abt it.. bt time will heal everything... just wait...

so i decided to ask st to join us 4 ecp trip and he say ok so anything lohz.. haha...
mon 10 meet at ecp! bt i overslept... bt i m still nt the latest wor! lc n sx is the latest nia!! haha...
then we went to "fan sheng" the houseshoe crab... then did some "drawing" on the sand.. i really like st "drawing, only when sky fall, we part... really meaningful.. after tat we went for roller-blade session.. was really damn scare in the beginning bt manage to overcome... st teach all of us and we support each n other... me st and sx start blading first.. we only rent 3 blades... after tat lc n wing then blade..

when it is lc turn, she damn scared of falling and keep thinking so hard.. slap her la! haha... after tat went to have lunch at mac and went for a bowling session... st score the most de lohz.. 100++ for 2 games... then we went to play poker 4 awhile and sit at the platform or rock(watever u call tat piece of stone) and emo 4 a while before setting off 4 home... in the meantime, some ppl are catching somethings so st go see see n ask ask wat they doing all those kind of thing... then emo on the rock 4 a while... did cry abit bt stop immediately when i know i m crying lehz... then we walk our way out to the main road n take bus..

went to pp with st to see collegues... then they treat us to sushi.. haha.. chat 4 an hour and we left for the fish shop nearby... new tank, alot of hijackers like snail n crab... after tat we both also left 4 home..

today is the second time i face st after we break up... try to control my thinkings n also feelings so that i wun get emotional controlled and play with him for the day...
though m still sad bt trying to let go nw... time will heals

2009-03-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

the 4 of us!! feels good

the 4 of them!

finish emo-ing lehz..

was emo-ing ...

3 ppl emo-ing at the same time...

wing sit as if tat her house like tat nia! haha...

at the bowling alley

wonder what does wing wan to eat de.. french fries or burger?

st's face got blocked by the tree

lc on wheels still can pose

sx rotting

sx snatch my new bf!!

my new bf!!

lc's turn to try roller-blading

wing trying to get up

damn tired the 3 of us...after roller-blading

asleep!

falling asleep

soldiers training at ECP

having tutorial lesson 4

having tutorial lesson 3

having tutorial lesson 2

having tutorial lesson 1

teck emo-ing 2

teck emo-ing 1

st block the camera sia

look at lc hand

cw should see this manz! i write de

"only when sky fall, we part" written by soonteck

this 1 dun need guess also know is lc write de "GPA 4"

serious looking girls...

like damn high sia lc

caught in action

i look so pissed

funky look

normal look

can u see it in the water?

creature reveal! house shoe crab

wat does this look like?

unknown creature

2009-02-28T18:32:00.000-08:00

感觉自己好像在zi gan tuo ruo.... 分手的那一天, 我没回家, 我放工后跟jane 吃饭, 然后我去我的一位学长.. 买了酒, 去他家喝... 他很好... 他抱我一起睡觉... 他什么也没做, 只是整晚照顾我... 也难怪我当年中二的时侯会喜欢他....

我什么也没有对人说... 很多人问我发生了什么事, 我只是说分了. 然后对自己笑了一笑....

可悲啊... 为了一个汪顺德搞到这样... 我知道了很多事我只是不想指问他... 可能是像shuxian说的, 我不愿意接受那一件事情吧.....

i try to make myself wake up from the fact but it just cant be accepted.... soon teck if u happen to see my blog again, i want to tell u are an idiot...

2009-02-28T08:55:00.000-08:00

it really hurts alot... pain pain pain.. my ears feel so hot nw... must be of the cocktail i just drink... it only cocktail lehz... haha

Ang Soon Teck haha? lies all lies... promise u make? wan me to say it out? or dun wan? haha

i wan to drink somemore nw!! i wan buy more cocktail to drink nw!!!

LIARS!! LIARS!! GUYS ARE ALL LIARS!! THEIR PROMISE IS RUBBISH!! JUST TALK!!

2009-02-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

m i tat not important to u?
y cant u just leave your decomming of tank aside and solve our problem first?

does tat mean u rather lose me than lose the tank?

2009-02-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

i think warehouse is CMI liao.. dun care lehz...
recently mood abit low...

after talking to cw, i know some problems will nt be solved if we dun solve it.. it will also nt disappear on its own.. even if it will to disappear, it will eventually leave a scar and everytime something happens, more injuries will be added into tat scar.. .

i dunno what i can do nw... feel abit helpless though.. i dun wan to study.. i dunno wat to do... i also dunno wat will he say tml...

=((

2009-02-23T07:11:00.000-08:00

tired and more tired... exam is like cmi liao... maybe just a mere pass? or fail? dun care anyway... suddenly alot of gan chu now... abt alot of things.. seeing how the world change to a reckless and ugly world... how relationships turn sour in time even after few years... how my own relationship has turn out.. how ppl get marry happily and divorced afew years or even months later...

suddenly feel tat being attached has alot burden?should it be known as burden? what is love? is there really 天长地久 in this world? from JR, Meow and then ST... first 2 was betrayal.. haha.. who cares! dun get mistaken AST... i neva say u are anything dun think too much like wat u always say..

should really find a time to talk things out... which couples neva quarrel? i just feel tat i was just dragging things....

2009-02-14T10:48:00.000-08:00

the guy with microphone is also consider fish friend! haha...

the 3 friend friend waitng by the stage

the newly couple on the stage

the bridegroom kneeling down and re-propose infront of all the guests

the bubbling ceremony of the bride entering the ballroom... cool! xPP

the bridegroom singing the song and walking around the ballroom to entertain us =)

the ballroom where the wedding is held!

my hand is moving oops!

4th floor of the hotel

interior of marina mandarin hotel =P grand?

ytd was valentine! happy valentine to all! ytd went to ben wedding.. the interior of the hotel was like wao! so grand... haha... the whole wedding was more entertaining than any other wedding...

the bridegroom started the whole wedding by singing a song 杜德为 - 嫁给我.

can see the bridegroom put in alot of effort in the entertainment and also the effort he put in to make the whole ceremony a memorable 1.. was really fun though something nt pleasant happen.. haha.... we sat with our so call "fish friends" like johnson, joe and michael. everyone brought their other half along ytd... all marry except me and johnson haha... was really a nice exprience to attend a wedding of someone u know...

at our age, we only attend wedding of relative, not close at all de.. haha.. so go there is sit there, eat eat eat... ytd we talk about alot of things while eating..

sorry lc 4 your mother's effort to alter the dresses.. i didnt wear dress ytd sorry lc..

2009-02-04T18:51:00.000-08:00

ike idiot nia!!

yeah! steamboat!!

in the end, st help lc fry the chicken

lc and sx at lc house

lc frying the chicken wing

prepare the food.. washing and cutting of raw food

me washing the food

steamboat session at my house ytd... i wake up early in the morn to cook the soupbase... then clean the house abit... then wait 4 lc they all to come...

at abt 11+ lc, sx and st came and brought along all the food... so we wash all the food and get ready for it..

start eating at 1 ba then eat until 3.30 then we are too full to finish everything...

2009-01-31T07:41:00.000-08:00

the past few days was like hell to me.. somehow i got so stress out by all the project stuff and some problems cropped up between me and him... sian...

was just discussing with lc that we have sure shitty and demanding and stingy teachers we have like mr wong ( e-commerce teacher) he so damn stingy abt the marks he give and he demand for this and that.. damn idiot lohz.. i hate his module so much bt i cannot dun do his project... the first and i hope is the last stingy and demanding teacher i shall have throughout my 3 year in poly... chem log project was finally done! quite satisfy with it though i think rf group project very creative...

i am waiting for this coming wed... for steamboat session.. bt before that we have to rush through our e-commerce project before we can do anything... sian! i dun even know html language and i 4got my javascript too.. sian...

mr low another shitty teacher... when did he even inform us about lesson on fri.. no one heard tat bt he insisted that he told me and is we all didnt turn up... the assignment supposed to be give to us before our holi bt he nw then throw the project to us.. this topic of the project is damn wide and he expect us to submit in 2 weeks... wat the! shitty teachers!!!

i hate all this.. i hate it even more when we are having problems.. which couple will not last if they dun quarrel at all..

2009-01-29T19:29:00.001-08:00

got all those shitty teacher 4 this sem

2009-01-28T08:34:00.001-08:00

shuxian with the 3 bear back

the 3 bears st buy 4 us

like mad woman like tat

bears under shelter

my bear

lc bear

my little cousin

reunion dinner at bugis

my mother look so cute in tat

some phots taken for CNY period

2009-01-22T07:39:00.000-08:00

baby with long and spiky dair! quite long huh?
quite cute also.. with the blur blur look

arent all these baby cute? all taken today de... today early morn saw the first baby, a father carrying him or isit a her? dunno.. haha...

today was first to present e-commerce, teacher like deliberately pick on our class like tat... ask all those chim chim and personal Qs... lousy and stupid teacher... after tat went 4 lunch and poker session... sx and st lose quite afew rounds nia.. after tat when we walk back to classroom, sx, me and lc went crazy like mad women like tat laugh and play around like mad woman then wing say we all siao!! then went 4 quality, feel like dozing off even though the lesson quite interesting lah.. haha... then learn abit of warehouse from rf and lc they all...

after tat went for the test.. then i sitting in between of junjie and weiting then they 2 keep hinting me to give them ans (clicking the mouse multiple time to get my attention or put the pen beside me)* lol! bt i did help them with all my might... i know 1 i tell them ans, dunno dun care.. haha... so finish test then submit, damn heng lohz got a 52.5 out of 100 marks.. i feel damn lucky though! haha..

after tat walk with sx and wy to bus stop, or u should say i m brisk walking and wing n sx are taking their own sweet time.. haha.. then went 4 work.. ask ah chang alot of Qs about the products in sukuraya... then brought 1 whole lots of sweets home too.. to give my relative during CNY... gt my favourite plum sweets also! hehe... x))

ytd went to do chem log with steffi, gabriel and junjie... all late... then take some videos about 3 hours? was quite fun working with them though... haha..

2009-01-18T21:09:00.000-08:00

today was bored... early morn 7am wake up... prepare prepare prepare leave house at 7.40am then wait 4 bus and reach sch...

SCM was bored... bt got sx n lc talk to me so still ok.. then break go canteen 1 with st and cw.. after eating then we play cheat, play play play then cw lose alot of groups and his hand got more than 20 cards.... then phone call came

cw: hello, wat the matter? i m busy nw. call u back later...

he say tat continously and hang up the call after saying so poor thing that guy/girl on the other side havnt even say another lehz.. haha.. funny...

2009-01-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

从小到大, 大人终是针对我. 不管是朋友还是老师. 老师从来都只骂我, 不骂其他人. 同学都只我当笑柄. 但是我不管, 不理会他们. 我一直忍, 我从不出声. 我一定证明给他门看是他们

used to all the scolding lehz.. from my teachers and friends..

today on the way home, there was a little boy sitting in front of me, malay child 5 to 6 year old, he was squatting in my direction and looking at me.. he was playing with me all his journay though i didnt have much reaction i smile at him and play with him at times. before he get off the bus, he still say bye bye jie jie to me.. i was surprised..

it makes me think how lucky it is to be a child 4ever.. without all the troubles.. children is always the best. the most innocent and native group in the whole world. they do not have to care abt the "face" and do watever they wan and wear watever they wan. they do not have to care abt other ppl comments and complaints. they can do watever without pressure.. how lucky are them...

2009-01-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

my mood sucks today... i wanted him but he is nt there...
i know he think i m spoilt brat... then let it be... sian
today after lunch he go pei friend at first didnt want to tag along bt after a while decide to go find him bt cannot find him.. then =(( nvm...

2009-01-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

flung my warehouse presentation...
shit... dun understand
haiz.. sian diao... feel nt motivated to finish any more presentation or report lehz..

totaly no confidence liao.. watever...
sian dun wan go home today...

2009-01-11T17:35:00.000-08:00

lc birthday, me sx wing cw and st share money to buy tat pooh bear 4 lc... tat pooh bear considered medium size bt it still quite ex lehz.. haha... bt it ok, because it 4 lc... haha..

projects, ppt, report piling up! bt i manage to finish everything, mostly on my own! sometime it just suck doing project with certain people bt in the industry we can choose who we wan to work with so too bad... i swear i will choose my partnet wisely next time!!

somehow it too tired 4 me.. to work and study n manage all my hw at the same time... sometime i get so emotionally and physically tired tat i feel like throwing all the projects to all my groupmate and dun care abt anything nt even my work... i just wan to have all the time to myself and him and spent time with him every second bt u know, tat is impossible so haha... x))

2008-12-27T07:34:00.001-08:00

hate ppl who only know how to say and not do...
my workplace gt alot of this ppl...

2008-12-24T04:52:00.000-08:00

today is christmas eve bt i was nt in the festival mode...

went to quite afew places to look for elicpse bt in no vain... sian go anywhere also sold out... sian...

today went to have steamboat with his family then went walk walk then went to IMM to look for elicpse bt also sold out sian diao lohz.. dun care lehz... went to tiong after tat to try tiong popular bt sold out also.. sian... went to look for ben and chat until his wife came... saw chuikiang si hao and fran bt didnt really bother to say hello to ck and sh...

after tat went home.. dun feel like going anywhere coz go where also crowded with ppl... which i dun like the most...

i rmb i wasn't like tat las time... bt since i was yr 1, i dislike crowded places even my own house during chinese new year...